She was saying some stuff that really pertained to my life, such as in having a creative breakthrough and a major change in my life. Like, my likes and my dislikes, my hobbies, etc. And it was really true. I have no idea where she got this information lol but it really fit me. And I'm going to take that information and use it in my life.
She was basically saying how a sudden passion has showed up in my life, which is true. I recently have started loving art and photography and getting more and more intrigued by it, and wanting to make works of my own. And she said that I shouldn't be afraid of change, because new doors are opening for me in my life. She said I should take what life gives me. She also said other stuff about my anxiety and my fears, but we're not going to get into all of that lolol.
Recently I've been feeling really out of place. Almost as if I don't really belong anywhere. I'm talking about my race, my personality, my gender and et cerera. I don't really fit in anywhere, really. No one really "gets" me, if you know what I mean. And there's nothing wrong with that I guess. It's just somewhat disappointing that I can't find one single person near me to hang out with on a daily basis and we actually have the same hobbies and stuff. If I can just find one friend like that, I'll be satisfied.
Now don't get me wrong, I love the friends I have. They really have gotten me through rough times. Seriously. It's been a journey and the ones who stayed are the real ones. And I truly love them for that.
My lifestyle just has been changing a lot lately. And I feel like my life is transitioning into a new phase. But there's no one to really relate to that. I don't know anyone (at least near me) who loves the type of art that I do, likes photography, listens to music that I do, and so on and so forth. And it's somewhat disappointing.
But anyway, I'm done ranting now.
Lauryn
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